Sunday, December 7, 2008

Eric Pacada.

So while I'm doing my homework.
I'd just like to tell you how much shit I've been going through ever since we've started talking.

But it's what I've been thinking about for the past few days.
It's not necessarily a bad thing.


Worth it?
Idk yet.

Because I'm being REALLY serious about this,
I'm risking hella for you.
I hope you know that.

No more flirting.
Lockdownn for a while, until I can control myself again.


It's been 2 weeks exactly! I think.
Ever since November 24th, 2008.
I never knew you'd turn out to be such a deep guy.
I never expected someone that cared so much.
You tell me how much I mean to you, and I believe you. <3
I wish I knew what I've done to make you feel this way.
I wish I knew exactly WHY I feel for you, I just do!

Yeah, it's been a hella short time.
So why am I doing this?
Why am I risking so much, and why am I putting myself out there again?
Because the blatant truth is I really do like you.
Idk, I've done alot of stupid things in the past.

I hope you're not another mistake.
To be honest, I'm really scared of losing you.












Fuck you Ross Tran.
I don't care if he loved you first.
He's mine now. keekekeeke.

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